Integratron, Landers, CA

 “Forgiveness is letting go of the hope for a better past” – bathroom art, Integratron

 A small piece of what used to be floats away and I am covered in white. The sounds fade and my breath is all I hear.

You were there. Floating with me in this bubble of white. Your hair was black and she was small. Instructions filled with love and she laughed. The first time she felt playdough. 

Now the space is white. Always white.

everything is soft

like sunrise on the sand

the day after a storm

words come out

as whispers

and the blue sky is

my playground

maybe this is love

or just a perfect day

in the desert